All bets are off: A poem by Anita Jackson
PHA UK member Anita Jackson lives with PH and Eisenmenger Syndrome, and started writing poetry whilst shielding during the pandemic.
At 3
they said
‘needs a heart operation’
Before the operation
they said
‘Survival chance 50/50’
12 hours on the operating table
they said
‘Got a fighter here’
Teenage years
they said
‘Don’t expect to see 40’
Mid 30s
they said
‘Unlikely to survive to fifth decade’
Mid 40s
they said
‘Should make 60’
Mid 50s
They
stopped
saying.
Is the final full stop near?
Or, tired of losing,
they’ve ceased making bets?